Everyone ask me why i smoke so much

Everyone ask me why i smoke so much .....  I was not like this .......... I was like this until i saw that girl .... I liked her so much that i told a lot of truth and lies to her example "u r soooo cute" I promised her a lot.. I gave her costly gifts on feb 14th.. like this... I gave her a shock like this when she accepted my proposal I used to talk whole night and do this at office... When ever i go out with my girl friend , My friends used to give me this look then I used to give them a pose like this At last my girl friend gave the roses to me like this... and went away I didn't know what to do , where to go …..then I got my precious .......and i started smoking & drinking... Jeba